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[	Emotional Output	|	ecstatic	]
[	_Rythmical Input_	|	Play- David Banner	]

Wow.

Its been a lonnng ass time since I've posted. I've just been that damn lazy. wow. There isn't really much that happened since... April. I made co-CNET section leader, good times. I have summer school... met some new ppl. 3.25 GPA last quarter. Broke up with Travis helllla long ago. Says he wants to marry his new gf. lol. thats just funny to me...The guys that work at Jamba Juice love me and Briana. Reggie is just a sweetheart and the other guy power sizes our Jambas for free. muahahaha, i know you're all jealous. its ok tho, everyone is. I'm just... yeah, enjoying life. nothing bad has happened, nothing exciting happened, so thats why there havent been any updates. I still read ppls LJs. Just never had the 'energy' to type my own. Oh, and if you didnt know..

MY EFFEN 17TH BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!!

JULY 3RD!!!!!

Well, I'm out. Love.

*ahem*

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irate

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Its funny.  I put my fucken heart and soul into this band and its all for nothing.

thanks.

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curious

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Britney: 'I'm Pregnant'

 ( Article )

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PISSED THE FUCKEN FUCK OFF

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my mom is a whore.

a stupid fucken slut.

Thanks alot mom for ruining my life, what a total fucken bitch you are. You can go to hell.

Thats all I have to say.

heh, I'm 16...

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thirsty

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Take the Lays Challenge: "Betcha cant eat just one!"

.... I lost.

[	Emotional Output	|	amused	]
[	_Rythmical Input_	|	alotta things...	]

Hmm, what an intersesting life...

Um, still have summer school. It sucks on so many different levels, but I'll talk about that later.

Went to the A's game last night. So crazy. So so crazy. But good times. When we got there me and Squid just chilled in my dads truck "the way we do" (lol) and had some good times. Some random guy was all like "Come here....I wanna talk to you.... C'mon, I don't bite." and I'm like,"Naw its cool." Squid says I shut him down hard...but I wasn't lookin for nobody so who cares? Besides all the dancing drunk people and us in the truck...nothing happened... except the two things I just mentioned were joined together in an odd sort of way. Ok, me and Squid were just chillin in the truck attempting to blow his speakers out and this big group of people walked by and just randomly started dancing. I can never forget that skinny white ass in front of us... that was hilarious. And then his friend who was about as wasted as the white guy tried to "excuse" his friend, but he ended up makng an ass of himself. lol, good times. But later on, we was doin the same exact thing (you know, the way we do it haha) and the people who were across from us in the parking lot kept staring and lookin and shit untill this one really big guy walked up to my window and attempted to talk. (He was in fact drunk and chewing a mouth full of hot dog or something) He asked if i wanted a taste of beer or something like that but I passed. He smelled. Then like 10 mins later his other buddy (who me and Squid called P.Diddy cuz with his hat and shades on he looked good, but without he was just...ugh) came over and started a conversation with us. Now, i'm not one to talk to complete strangers (oh wait, maybe I am) but we had nothing else to do so... whatever. Anyways he was like "So why y'all aint dancin outside the truck?...who's chevy is this?.... your dads? oh, he might get pissed if he saw us here.... where you from?....oh I used to work there a while ago.... yo An! (calling his buddy to come over, who didnt look bad mind you) Come here...." He was so funny. But he was all up in the window and shit like he knew us and was like "yo An, I was just chillin with my homegirls uh... whats yo name?...oh yeah Shawnda and Shirewygfduaua (lol)" and An was like "oh yea? damn y'all got everythang opened up and shit...." yeah... they were, uh, cool I guess. He said and I quote, "yo, I aint tryin to holla Im juss tryin to make sure y'all was havin a good time...." Yeah, me and Squid beleived them untill his friend Anthony was all like " yeah, but she hella pretty tho..." like, out loud, and whatever the other guys name was was like "yeah she is hella pretty..." But they were lookin at BOTH of us.. confusin the shit outta me. But whatever. yeah that lasted for about 15 mins or somthing. So effen funny at the time.

So yeah, went into the game... had fun... then ater the game was over while my dad was talkin to his friends me and Squid left the doors of the truck open in the parking lot and "did that thang we do" haha, that never gets old. yup...good times. Squid talked about it in her Lj tooz..squiddydiddy .

Welp, I'm finna gets going now cuz I have a headache. Tah.

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tired and PISSED THE FUCK OFF

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Summer school! yay!

not.

I had to wake up at 5 to leave at 6:30 to be there by 7, and class started at 8:20. yay. Got a ride from Veroni, walked around for a bit and critiqued their campus. "It's our shcool, but ghettofied," Veronica says. I agree. Saw alotta people we knew, and hated, and yeah. Our teacher is a 67 year old black lady who reminds me of my grandma. She sure does talk like it. She's hilarious. Um... did basically nothing in class... learned everyones name playing this stupid game...fun. And uh, yeah. Then we had to get home.

We got out at 12:35 and I got home at 4:30. My parents don't beleive me when I say that I walked to 3 bus stops, each about 15 mins away from eachother, waited at all of them for about 20 mins, and then decided to just walk to the bart station. Well thats exactly what we did...and we may have stopped by the mall to eat...but I'm allowed to do that!! But anyways, that's right, we walked from like Kaiser to the mall, and then from the mall to the bart station, and even there we waited for hella days just for our bus to come. It definately took us 4 hours. But my parents NEVER FUCKEN BELEIVE ANYTHING I SAY so I got yelled at and shit and that's fucken bullshit. I now have a headache from crying and I'm pissed the fuck off. They never beleive me, even if I tell them that I swear(which I rarely do) and its the fucking truth. My mom is an asshole. She always thinks I'm "up to no good." Well you know what?Fuck you bitch, you watch too much TV. You cant even trust your own daughter. wtf, I hate her.

Well I'm off...

[	Emotional Output	|	good	]
[	_Rythmical Input_	|	Joss Stone- Victim of a Foolish Heart	]

Hm, yesterday and today= boring. I could have died it was so boring. um, Veroni came over for a bit...good times.

For father's day i did nothing but sleep in and make lunch. woo. fun. But later in the day I started thinking about what we would be doing... going over to the GrandParental Units' house and all that good stuff... but, not anymore. Its sad. I don't have a grandfather anymore. thats great.

Hardin Horton (with his youngest daughter and youngest grandchild, me and my mom)
Father of 6 children, 7 grandchildren, and 3 great-grandchildren

David Baker, Father of 2 (me and my bro, Daryll)

im bored...

( Must. Read. About. Bologna!! )

[	Emotional Output	|	*stomach growl*	]
[	_Rythmical Input_	|	Thicke- Lazy Bones (omg, you MUST hear this song....)	]

Wow, things are super I guess.... except I'm really bored...all the time....

I've had a very interesting past few days....damn those Otter*Pops. They're evil. They make you do naughty things...

Um...Tati came over and we watched Johnson Fam Vacation again and played Pyramid (don't ask) and she attempted to dance. lol, good times. Oh I also poked both her boobs simultaneously just to piss her off. But what was I s'posed to do? She's the one who came over here with no...yeah.

I'm gonna go fix something to eat now cuz...that's what you do when you're hungry.

[	Emotional Output	|	amused	]
[	_Rythmical Input_	|	DMX- Get it on the Floor	]

Hmm...s'been really boring around here....

Um, Squid came over, in a dancing mood. Always good times.

I ate about 5 Otter Pops. They do odd things to me. Either im hyper or horny... both are bad times. Sorry for those who have seen both sides...yeah. I had things planned but....yeah.

Telesexual intercourse anyone??? I'm so down for it....

Kameron. ; )

[	Emotional Output	|	WOOOOOOO!!!!!!!	]
[	_Rythmical Input_	|	DMX mix....	]

wow, I have absolutely nothing to do around here... everything in the entire house is clean and in its place. All due to me having to "work off" the $100 that I uh wasted. I don't see how this works... how am I supposed to pay her the money if I'm not allowed to have a job?? And doing these chores doesn't exactly involve money, I've never got allowance in my entire life. So...this works, how?

I am so happy right now.....

I HAVE 200 OTTER POPS!!!!!

woo!! So... friggen... happy. Thank the Lord for buying in bulk. *salivates*

Well...off to go look for my old headphones since both my new ones are broken. God damn me.

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aggravated

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woo, school's over. I'm so happy. But it didn't exactly end the way I wanted. So apres-l'ecole I went with Uyen, Brenda, Joe, and George to KFC. Good times. Uyen ran away from me and Joe cuz she said it looked like I was jacking him off under the table. So not true...a-heh. We saw Brete Harte was having an eighth grade picnic-type thing in the park... lets just say they definately didn't have the money for that typa shit when I went there. Um, i had to take the bus home which sucked balls but whatever. I walked up to All Saints and waited for like 45 mins while having to deal with old people staring and yelling 'hey' out of their cars and such. Have they not seen a 15 year old black girl before? Well uh yeah, then there was these 2 old crackheaded lookin guys who kept walkin around and staring at me and pacing and going into the bushes and coming back. They scared the crap outta me. They were so....shady. Like, stalker shady. Scary. um, I'm too lazy to type what else happened so I'll paste a convo...

( These niggas be gettin on my nerves )

[	Emotional Output	|	anxious	]
[	_Rythmical Input_	|	Federation shit....	]

Man my mom really gets on my nerves. She puts words in my mouth saying I told her this and that. So she blamed me for her being late cuz i "told her" graduation started at 6:30. righhht. Then I couldn't even stay to say au revior to my senior friends. We just had to leave right then. Fucken cow.

*sigh* Last day of school tomorrow. Sad sad times.

I have like 4 pics from graduation and from the last week or so...

( Woohoo!! )

[	Emotional Output	|	amused	]
[	_Rythmical Input_	|	Nirvana....all afternoon/night	]

hmm wow, last real day of sophomore year.... it's sad.... the seniors are leaving me!!! And I think summer is gonna suck, definately. Except for if I get to go to Vegas or not... I must be a good child....

Went shopping with the parentals this afternoon....had to get my glasses fixed and my mom made me get shirts that "fit and reach my waist." Not like my stomach is hanging out at all times... They're cute tho, I guess. I've decided that I need to get a job (even tho my mom wont let me) and go shopping... for like EVERYTHING. I'm a shopoholic...its just my mom that gets in the way. She had the nerve to say I didn't need these converses I found cuz I have enough shoes. Uh....I have 5 pairs of shoes that I actually wear, and you have about 647382465 that you don't wear. Plus the 67 that you do wear. I have like 8 that I dont wear...and thats cuz its cold or they're fucked up. My mom has shoe issues...

Uh, I did a report that was due like a month ago... I find that I always turn in all of my english homework a day late. I dunno why. I get it then I wait till the day its due to do it. I still manage to keep a c+ average... woo. Damn finals...chemistry is gonna be swell... I'm workin on gettin my a+ back...yup yup. You know Winemiller loves me.  I must get my other pair of glasses from the bus station... so I will be semi-blind tomorrow. Not like I need them. fuck.

Um, that's all I guess. Graduation's tomorrow. Damn. I have a feeling it's gonna be freezing, and we hafta be there from 3-9...crap. Well, before I go i hafta say

CONGRADULATIONS CLASS OF '04.

peace easy.